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Tha O​.​A B4 Tha O​.​A.

by Ballistic

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Intro 02:33
Things Happen for A Reason Im still Living in those Reasons tho I seen This Season Coming for A Long time Its Finally Here So Make A Move (Make A Move) This Is how I'm living Move with Precision, finally released from Prison That Mental One, So take Precaution Son Is What they told me, I continue rollin Its time for action, so no moving slow Selective with the Hit, So I Pick and Roll Choosy with the friends that are close to me Because when your not , you could wind up Six feet deep Welcome to the Jungle, where there's Guns and Roses People in the Hustle, Some Real, Some Posers Others, Posters, Humans are full of Idols Careless about the people and care more if you recycle Lifeless Humans, I walk around, checking vitals Even when the hate comes, no chance in taking rivals No Recital, This is the game of Life Where winning and losing equals, you can die tonight This is the time, I was born to live in with accurate vision avoiding all suspicions Im Doing Real, That Means Im Fine Got a lot off my chest, With Every line Don't get it twisted, Im alive and well Im doing better than the shadow, of my former self living better than the shadow of a former hell Grinding harder, cause the option is never fail This Is Ballistic On This Side We Doing Real In Life we Have so many things to go through That means We go through This Is Light on the other side of the tunnel Will You make it We will all find out when we die
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Hook_ Used To Say One day, we make, it out of this Mess With, Pain off my Chest, And My Mind off Stress (Do You Hear Me Now, Hear Me Now) 2x Do You Hear Me?) (Pause) Painted Scenes, of the, things I use to, dream (Are Now), Living Vivid, In front of Me (Oh, You Hear Me Now, Hear Me Now) 2x I Know Ya Hear Me Verse 1 1 Daily grind, dont mind, cause the struggle raised me 2 O G, O G, How I learned my A B Cs 3 said days, would get better, most said whatever 4 Now they playing catch up, reaching for the lever 5 Nothing is forever, especially on the letter 6 Cant buckle under pressure, or, what the world tells, ya 7 Viewed myself as a failure, until the change in weather 8 (Pause) Follow or lead, be the trend, or the setter 9 Sophisticated with notion, on my 9 Potion 10 Constantly in motion, Like Pac, Picture me rollin 11 Different in my view, same in the news 12 Respect to the rest and the rest, go get a clue 13 My mindset is death by design, 14 die like I wanna live, live Like I wanna die 15 In Situations Do or die, I can touch the sky 16 Keep my grind to the streetz and my face, toward the prize Verse 2 1 Its never how, you lived, its how you living 2 When Souls in remission, facing fire like the kitchen 3 Attitude on the range, Red mark like its Target 4 Hungry for a change like a kid who is starving 5 Ate Black eyed peas , so lets get it started 6 Hatarz in my rearview, As I blaze through the Market 7 The realist, shine often, on the block stay crossing 8 (Pause) Mentality is grind, til I see a coffin 9 Ride, cause we flossin, big body, tossin 10 from the 504, To Down,town Austin 11 Central On My Mental, With a pad and a pencil 12 Sketching hatarz out like I have a hatar stencil 13 Credentials, Is Deathby design 14 die like I wanna Liive, Live like I wanna die 15 In situation Do or die, I Can touch the sky 16 Keep My grind to the streets and my eyez toward the prize
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Hook Every,where, I, Go... Its the/ Same OHH....(Same Ohh) 4X (Its The Same O) Verse 1 Moms and No Pops , Kids and Cops Shot Extremes of Things Seen, Same Spots, Different blocks Cold World to say the least, Where to find peace Homeless on the streets, no one cares to speak No one hopes for trouble, no problem is unique All problems are solved tha same, no matter how deep Ive resisted and petitioned, not for the attention Resisted the resistance and challenged our existence Theres gotta be something better, than what I see now From what Ive seen ( What I’ve Seen ) It all falls down Nothing New, on this plain, but pleasure and pain Our biggest goal is, to get a little change What’s funny its the same o, we searching for the same goals same roads, i guess that’s how the same goes Same love , same hate , same place, one day the same thing, different day, will go away Verse 2 We all lived through the chaos, I was, raised by my mama No father figure, so I figured this is drama Never, believed in Karma, this world still harms us Cross on my back, hooked like a harness Most never reach out, so we viewed, like we armless Target On Our back, Cause We ride through hardest Streets and lo cal, we keep a low profile Been on the block since I was young male child And Im On, To the ways of the hood and rich folk no different in the two, both on grind for c notes And We C Folks, down here struggling then we judge, why they keep hustling WE all want a better way, to maintain When we're born, we don't decide, where we at, on the food chain We keep living, thats the way we gotta, do thangs keep, living until, the sea,sons change
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Reason4Rhyme 03:10
Verse 1 Closing the final curtain, one thing that for certain No rehearse with my verses, reversing on this circus go all rounds in my circuit, been at it like a surplus closer to my purpose, haters like you, worthless Shoes I’m on is Cadillac, Piece and chain, with a shirt to match I’m a light em it up like I Lit a match, never been the type to hold back When I roll back, like Wal-Mart, Tell you tha truth, I’m all heart Need no fame, one deep in the game, since I’ve been, on start Money over nothing, money don’t buy, you happiness because, the more you get, the more some insist, you owe them it, or assume, they should benefit uhhh auto Tune em out, like Tpain, change my name, again, like 2chainz walk around the yard, wit 2 Chains, always going long like two lanes (pause) on the interstate, in an inner state of mind, never mind the minds that, stay behind who decline to ride or die for a better state of life sit back, recline, rewind, when everything. was fine in a time, where I can remember, the reason, for rhyme Or (is it rhyme and reason, Gotta move in this moment Glimpse, of this season, Better grab it and own it) 2x (Im a be where I gotta be, til I R I P Til I R I P Til I Rest In Peace) 2x Back On tha Block Like One Time ,One TIme, Never Lose tha grind Rep For the City and Mankind ,One Heart, One Mind Stay On Gone Like, the Party say, Mind on my hustle, and you in the way better move on cuz Im Here to stay, Hear No Evil What did you say (Pause) I Know they Never saw me coming, Everyday that we get it, we gon get for those running (Pause) And I know I'm Sensing fear, Questions being asked on my behalf How did I wind up here Straight to the point like a knife blade, gambled life like a dice game Game On Since I Got saved, Mafia Mode, Got Made New Life, But the Same Road, and the Same Games and the Same Goals And The Same Foes, and The Same Names The Only Change is the Changed Soul Still On My Grizzle, potential Notes taken by mental memo The rest are left in a (state)(Stutter word) of limbo sit back, recline, rewind, when everything. was fine in a time, where I can remember, the reason, for rhyme
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Hook Ci...., ty.... , Lights........ Has, A, Hold..... On.. Me........... Ever..ry....., Time......... I Close... My..... Eyes....... (I Take in, this, Moment in Time)Pause 2x (Underneath these City Lights)2x I Take In, This, Moment in Time Verse 1 Fast living, time limit In a rush, on the move, tryna get it What happened to, the times, we cherished To laugh, cry, and be embarrassed So emotion, ally... shut.... down... Somehow forgot, to look, around... Same thang, different day, won’t... do... Some things never change, but not... you... I remember, we, would... blaze, the sunset But times change, it’s so easy, to, forget The times, good, bad, and ugly (Pause) all the days have, a way, to seem, lovely In, its, own, Point of, view..... Every day, is like, me and, you..... I take in this, Mo,ment in time Underneath these City Lights.... Verse 2 I’m taking in, mem,or,ies Like a river runs in the ocean All we had a chance to see Waves of life, different currents of motion Grade school, was ABCs Middles School, was PDA High School, was OMG Nowadays Are We O K Can’t forget the summers to Many tough lessons I’ve been through Wouldn’t change my life, if I could Couldn’t be me..., if, I, would... I keep on.... cause the days get brighter.... City Lights, spark, the, flame, like, a, lighter... I Light up, Breathe in and exhale I keep living until, my lungs fail
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Hook Won’t let go, I Grip tight I’m On Point, Got my head right (I’m Beaming like, Headlights) 4x On tha straight and Narrow, Out of Sight New Beginnings, New Life (I’m Beaming like Headlights) 4x Verse 1 All In My grill Like, Missy, Some thinking, they gon, get me On New Wine, And Im Tipsy, Standing Tall like I'm 10 feet High, Waving Bye to these, suckas We out in the open, sun soaking, approaching, under-covers High, Beams, On, thats the way we shine Stay , In, Motion, Get On Ya Grind Weather Changes Under, City Lights, that are Beaming Said I might not come, but people, are fueling my reasons (Here I am, Standing for Life Who we are, Soldiers of Light Don't get it twisted, Me and my dogs been here for a minute Dying to live was the incentive to go out and get it)2x Verse 2 On point, and grip,ping,Living water, big Sipping Spitting out the crucifixion, in a dialect encryption Word, People Please, Real People,don't speak Be about they bizness, and Practice what they preach Ya heard, If not, put this on repeat I'll put the fakes on blast, til I can't speak the City on a Hill, was a figure of Speech Beaming like Headlights is Shining So Some Can See (Here I am, Standing for Life Who we are, Soldiers of Light Don't get it twisted, Me and my dogs been here for a minute Dying to live was the incentive to go out and get it)2x
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Hook There is nowhere, I can be safe From the Cradle 2, the Grave, I’m a Maintain I’m a keep it moving, I know It sounds Insane I rather die real, then keep living In vain Verse 1 1 Simi,lar con,vo, on point, like ron,do 2 Figured out which way to go, so never, mind those 3 Aggravated, moments, I did it, so I owned it 4 Some liked it, so they cloned it, out here, so I’m roaming 5 The streets, Compliments of the struggle 6 Thank yous from the hustle, Goodbyes from the trouble 7 It’s on me, 8 What was I thinking, (I’m running) 2x I’m running I’m On E, uh 9 Empty of myself, do I know me well, 10 (Pause) Came out alive, out this living hell 11 Some said it can’t be done, and what if I fail, 12 No matter what, I’m dying, as an, empty shell 13 No regrets, I Maintain, 14 No love lost for the ones who caused pain 15 I was born dead in sin, since my birthday 16 I’m ready to die, but the world, can’t take me Verse 2 1 My life is not my own, we live for other people 2 realization of this truth, is something lethal 3 ask yourself why you live, is it something selfish 4 We embellish our lives to disguise the pride 5 Not pointing fingers, at, anyone but me 6 But I believe we share in a dream we can’t see 7 Not a rapper or an artist, I’m a voice, in the wilderness 8 I die daily, So you can say I lost my will to live 9 I can’t just exist, I refuse to believe the norm 10 I’ll find myself in the midst of the perfect storm 11 Before I’m gone, or maybe, it’s when I die Sing Rap 12 one way or another I’ll deny all of these lies 13 and all of my ties, to a crooked system 14 that creates victims from a perverse, jurisdiction 15 There is no where I can be safe 16 from the cradle to the grave, I’m a maintain
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Always There till the end.....,Best friend..... Paper to My Pen..... Best Friend It Begins where it ends... Best friend Best Friend..... Your My Best friend 4x Best Friend (2x) Verse 1 I'm on my 9 potion, steady while we coasting (pause) between you and me, (Pause) no, wasting emotions We both heard about the notions, on sky high, we floating Walks in the sun, So I guess, (Pause) we sun soaking Yours eyes were equally provoking, as the rest of you (Pause) I guess that’s why, (Pause) the rest wouldn’t do Talks in the moonlight, only if the mood, was right and if the mood, was right, we would, talk all night fuss and fight, and argue because, that’s what friends do nothing can truly come, between me and you Thinking back on our conversations, and contemplations It all came down to this realization, you’re my best friend Verse 2 Im Here if you tired lady What's Going On, Life gots us going crazy Even Through, the thick and thin This love gots us going, going again Most... times I tell em, Thats the way we got it Even with problems, got to deal with them honest Cuz you've down with me, and Im down with you And What Matters to me, Matters to you life is, Wow It Seems,the Smiles it brings We've had our share of valleys, broken dreams So amazing, what life can bring So Amazing, What Life Can bring
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Hook I Never Said, Life, Would, Be, Easy..... Ne,ver Ima,gined, Life, Would, Be, Hard..... Every Moment I’m Awake, I Can’t Take for Granted The Light the Light, the Light from the Dark Verse 1 Once upon a time line, I recall, winter's, gaze, Like November, cold December all around my yearly days No love, no recourse, associated, with a plague Paycheck to paycheck surviving, on minimum wage No beauty in the form, lost in the lifestyle Existence for a while now, a wild child Sentenced Guilty, unless, proven innocent In a since, I was guilty unless given death Another Dead Man Walking, that’s the way I’m feeling Wreckless Living, no power in my steering No Hours left for hearing, staring at a closing ceiling This world's not, so appealing, after my, worldly dealings I was afraid to die, Now, I’m waiting to Life is a mirror, only reflecting you I Never Imagined, I would live from a broken Heart I can finally see, see the Light, from the dark Verse 2 I’ve lost so little and gained so much I’ve lost who I am, and Regained who I was Really meant to be, was I meant to see The fall of man, the death of me No one’s hopes for pain, and lives for misery But both find away to stay, such a mystery Was I being foolish, thinking that I knew this Life, Or was I useless, remembering whispered rumors Of my failures, and short comings The inner enemy screaming, you will never be nothing Was it me, in my deprivation Who lost all sensations to, suffocation And many relations due to, my frustrations Of never arising, from this current, generation I Never Imagined, I would live from a broken Heart I can finally see, see the Light, from the dark
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(Do) Do You Love Me Is This Love True DO you LOVE Me Like I Love You (5x) Verse 1 1 Met this girl named Fantasy, she said she was a fan of me 2 of mine, caught my ear, so I, gave her, some time 3 She said, I was the, coolest thing, since sliced bread... 4 different thoughts, birthed in my head 5 or mind, caught my ear, so I gave her some, more time 6 and the more time, led to more, lines as we, passed time 7 Had chills up my spine, as I, rewinded 8 our time, Together, for worst, or for better, 9 She said I like your smile and your personality 10 I acted hard, and replied, you're not that bad to me 11 To keep it interesting, she suggested, we visit, 12 different places, Cant lie, I was, easily persuaded 13 Never knew someone, could become, undone, with only words 14 But my undoing was mine and not hers 15 Never seen such, lies and deceit 16 until that, first meeting of, fantasy and me Verse 2 1 Imagination, was her choice, ingredient 2 something wasn't right, but I kept, feeding in 3 I asked her has she ever loved, her reply was yes 4 Not sure of my feelings, I began to second guess 5 What was love, and all of the above 6 She laughed and I smiled but I was undone 7 She continued our love, was only lust 8 With a look of disgust, her eyes, pierced, who I was 9 No believing what I heard, I asked again 10 She continued, I like to confuse many men 11 What they thought was real was fake 12 And what was theirs I take 13 Like their dignity, self worth, and time 14 Including their jobs, money, and lives 15 and My ears couldn’t believe my eyes 16 I had fallen victim, to the pride of life, (I was) consumed in the lie iaahhh Bridge I Confess the regret, but still can’t connect how I had fallen victim to this lifestyle (Lifestyle) Its Even Harder to admit but I need to get a grip on this life like Right Now (Right Now) 2x Verse 3 Lesson learned , another one burned the world continues to turn, under the sun Life goes on, learning from my mistakes discerning false desires and feelings misplaced Defined by a culture only leads to vultures You can't say, Someone Never told ya Abused by the physical attraction has me reacting to, a different way to live, a different point of view
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(It’s Who We Are) 2x that Makes us, that breaks us (It’s who you are)2x That Loves us and Saves us (It’s Who We Are) 2x We Are Saved By Grace (It’s Who You Are) 2x that Can forever Save Verse 1 Never thought I’d see the day, that I wanna see I’m Doing Real, Can’t be, a wanna be Love heals, I’m where, I wanna be Soul ties run deep, I wanna leave Grind All day and Night, I wanna sleep Both Real and fake friends, who to keep Gotta determine the goats, from the sheep I’m only sowing what, forever reaped I’m only showing what, forever means Gotta get it everyday, Life, plays for keeps We Saved by Grace, so, you know the team We‘ve gone, through night,mares, crazy dreams Never thought true life, could be for me This part of life, was seldom scene In this walk, the more I de,crease The more I find, who, you are, in me Verse 2 Known around the block, Either Sink or Swim Gotta Keep pushing, Im a push times 10 Reaching my goals cause they cant goal tend This is real life, never played pre,tend Nevertheless, Some wanna, stop this shine Studio Gangsta don't wanna cross this line Clocking for time, never push rewind staying in motion, Im keep my grind Here You can find, People Hooked to the vine Better Get Yours, Cause Im a get mine Make Us Or Break Us, We ready At all times Love Us and Save Us, Everyday for my mind Legit if you find, the shine that we grind Staying In Motion, Cause its our time Living this life, Never lookbehind Its who you are that always defines Who we are
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Hook Some sell (Some Sell) Their Souls(Their Souls) I Sense (I sense) No remorse (No Remorse) Been Down (Been Down) This Road (This Road) People Play (People Play) (Their Roles) 4x Verse 1 No,ti,fy the Public, still running the republic Some never saw this coming, like Osama in His Cubby Lil push for the shoven, smelling fear from 11 Out the dozen, sticking to the subject, hate me or love me Not the type to back down, no matter who’s around Fear runs the streets, no matter what town Wont, beat around the bush, freedom was took Many misled, the other half mis understood Some occupy in silence, we, occupy in violence Released from the tyrants, the so called giants Tired of the fake communistic democracy It all ends, in prophecy, not probably Verse 2 Never been against freedom, freedom of speech But what happens when speech fails, who is left to be free Propaganda got em consumed and high off the fumes Not the type, to, accept, shackles, in perfume Can’t assume it will get better, before it gets worst Our biggest problem, is to notice, the problem first What worked in the, past was designed for the past MLK Dreaming, cadence, to free at last Its way more than racism and social classes It’s separating the legitimate, from the bastards I apologized before, so no apology after Only One prize and mark, I’m, aiming to capture Bridge (I Know alot, of opinions, will get offended by this Put my trust, in the one, who is, gone with the wind If they, murder us, will it, guarantee they win? We either, die to the flesh, or get, murdered, by sin Been through alot, of life, on a road that’s dim It’s not, how you start, its how, you, finish, the End) 2x
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Hook On Your Block, On Your Block, With A Cross, With A Cross You Know What It Is Ballistic Verse Back on my Block, Serious, Hater like You, Con Spic U ous On That Mode Fast, Furious, Asked them all, You hearing Us We came in trust, in a narrow rush, We can't be touched, cuz what we clutch And What we clutch, is dangerous, We aim to bust, can't discuss, What We On, Is Set In Stone, When Im On the Road, About To blow Left the Cross Road, With A CrossBow, To Cross Foes, On the Road Show On My Way Home, While Im In My Zone, Doing Real, Im In My Mode Real, appeals, to the real, I feel, othe,r wise, lips stay sealed From Central Texas, Cross Infected, minds corrected, bills collected get the message, what we stressin, cross protection, thru intersections No Competition, pay attention, to vision and the life Im Living The way Im Spitting, And How Im getting, more precision, on .com mission With deadly aim, we proclaim a name that saves, from the chains We maintain thru the fire rain, no more tears, no more pain On my block like the realist, cross connection like a chemist straight go getter on the business, gotta go make em feel it
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FIrst Time For Everything Verse 1 1 First time Im feeling broken open but death, couldn't break me 2 First time Im filled with hope In While friends left me, for saken 3 Arms spread wide like crucifixion I die to my former living 4 my life before was a prison Was Taught to only get it 5 By any means, Necessary Thats what truth was 6 Never the type to be scary until it came to love 7 Picture The Struggle in Puzzles No where left to go 8 Reality Meant I could die fast or slow 9 My time to go?, questions I never thought 10 And My Soul? Answers I Never Sought 11 A Better Place? Glimpes I never Caught 12 Could I Love? My current state, was all my fault 13 Where to start, I need to take 14 My first steps, before I break 15 no mistakes, Im falling this time 16 First time for everything, everything in this life, Right? Verse 2 Im Letting It All Go, Im Letting It Slip Away Seen to many tears and fears, of people who fade and disappear and Did they get the message, did they hear me clear Did they really know where their souls go when they're, leaving here Every day is a hustle, The hustle is to live and breathe in A system of defeat, the only answer is retreat but i wont retreat, I wont repeat, I wont rest until I see Victory or 6 Feet deep None the less, some wanna cause me stress, Try to put me down but I beat my chest I confess thru the mess I'll pass the test, even if I have nothing left Sometimes we complain when the times are hard,Sometimes we forget to reach out to GOD Im a go in dog from the jump and the start, Im a live life if It breaks us apart (Most better get, real with yourselves, There is, a heaven and hell I Fall on the rock, fall out myself, Look to the Lord, he's my help) 2x
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Hook Will I Ever, SEE WHAT YOU SEE Will I EVER See the Good in ME Will I Ever See What You SEE Will I Ever, See, What You See In Me Verse 1 My life is_ Ashes to Ashes, and dust 2 dust (Pause) thinking again, has my mind, in a rush Thoughts of me...., reflect, different, thoughts I Guess Things pursued and left, bittersweet regret Neversaid I was perfect, but, I, know, what, most, are thinking Either hes drowning or swimming, never thought I'd, be sinking I’m not immune to persecution or temptations perfume I begin to slip, like the rest, when I begin to assume Otherwise, I’m not that type of guy, who would, openly lie I’ve ate my fairshare, of humble pie Despite the fight, that, con tinues inside I've, tried, to, ask, for help, but pride, hinders, my reply (I realize, I’m in need of, a different view I can’t resume, the life, I Knew, once upon a time)2x Verse 2 Ambition, is killing me softly, like the fugees No refuge for the underlining rules, that rule me Painted with blood, washed with fears Drowning myself, with struggle and, drinking all my tears Not to mention the hatred, from, all my peers Has me hoping for a life, outta here I want a different zone, and mind state My mind states, I can’t deal with fake So much for people pleasing because people bleeding People need something that’s,thats truly leading Them, to a better state of life (pause) Better state of life Can we all survive the night, Survive The Night Can we live as the light, Can we live as the light When everything doesn’t seem right Will I Ever see, What you've done for me Will I ever see, What you see in me
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Hook So many impressions, about life and, what to know Asking these questions, but the answer, was, always, Know Getting that Money, Trying to make, that Cash Flow The Inner Enemy's Killing Me and It's Got to Go (He's Got to Go 2x The Inner Enemy's Killing Me and It's Got to Go)2x Verse 1. Remember these days, like the back of my hand My, Everyday's broke, like A Back Up plan Colder days come, Everyday Understand Momma Said Take A Stand, Grow Up, be a man Once upon a time in a cold existence, pain was passion, fueling my vision Lost in transition, No One to Listen, but my, heathen condition Head in the Clouds, Mind full of doubts Everything Sounds Good when its words from the Mouth Heart of the South and the Art of the Sound, In a paradox, the place I'm found lied to myself that I'm A O K I pray memories fade away Life's Gone in A Blaze All thats left Still Remains 9. fortune and fame , isn't my aim 10. dying, daily, fading, equating all my pain 11. No Pain, No Gain, All That Remains 12. dead flesh laid to rest, walking, covered, by blood stains 13. Still alive, but Im Running with passion, with a message reaching the masses 14. Never slipping Gripping hard fastened Learned my lessons from all that happened 15. Realized, the truth in a cold reaction, never planned it, satisfaction granted, 16. just one on the planet, scarred and bandaged, Gotta Live it everyday, Just to manage

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Ballistic grew up in Cental Texas before making his ways to New Orleans, Louisiana. Through the hard times he faced in the streets, he learned Life is not always what it seems. God grabbed a hold of him in the last months of 2005 and he hasn't been the same since. He learned through his transformation One Must die to live. Out Of Death Comes Life. DeathByDesign ... more

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